Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Internet Addict

I need to free myself from being internet addict. Huhu...cannot focus on more important work. Let's me set a few rules. Only 15 minutes fb search for each session, surfing only on urgent thing (15 mins), blogging only on important thing (15 min). It is not wrong to stay more on beneficial page on the internet, however I have more important things to achieve this week (Hafazan Surah An-Naba, to present on Fiqh Sirah : Bab Dakwah secara terang2 an) and I also have my personnel goals to achieve soon which is hafazan Surah As-Sajdah and Al-Insan.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Muhasabah Kerjaya (versi 1)

Salam...

Today, I re-configure back about my profession who is as an engineer. I bravely sms my boss and highlighted my problem on my career as lady engineer. My boss, he respected my stand. After that, I feel relieve down all of my problems....Yeah by that, I knowing more about myself. I'm a voice out person and I cannot keep a problem to myself only.

This evening, I have a good talk with my boss on my stands. He advises me on a few things. On the way home, I'm thinking...why I choose to be an engineer in the first place. Is it due to money?? Of course there is money element in my decision because I need to live my life, but it is too minimal. It is due to I would like to contribute for the well being of nation...my form 5 essay during interview for company 'P' scholarship. What you want to be in life? My answer : I would like to be a good person for my religion and my country.....MashaAllah, form 5 of me can give so matured answer. Why nearly 27th years old of me are so weak. Yeah....life is not as easy as our plan. Seperti lagu Kopratasa..."Hidup ini tidak semudah yang kita mimpikan". Being a lady engineer in oil and gas industry is not easy as what we think. However, it is one of the best profession if I want to pursue my dream as per what I wrote during I was in form 5. 


Monday, September 5, 2011

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR ENGINEERS

Salam...

Better saya post this quote before I forget it due to my busyness.

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR ENGINEERS : Tip no. 27 - Do not allow self pity to consume you now. Never curse yourself. Regretting your life choice of becoming an engineer, feeling envious with those friends who are enjoying life, free to do whatever they like? Well, I bet they're envious of YOU too! Just hang on there, persevere & be strong.

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR ENGINEERS: Tip no. 20 - Keep your room and house clean, tidy & cheerful! Hire a keeper if you could afford one.Throw away all the rotten left-overs. Buy an air-freshener & some flowers. Pull up the curtains, let the sunlight in. It's supposed to be a bedroom, not a cave!

Actually, this tips for a medical doctor, written by Dr Har, but I likes it. You may applied it too in ur life. For more tips, visit www.drhar.blogspot.com

TQ.



Wednesday, August 3, 2011

How's Ramadhan so far?

Salam...
How's your Ramadhan so far? Effective, productive, happy:) ?

Mine is alhamdulillah, quite ok and exciting. Half of my plan work well. I plan to attend kuliyyah Zuhur at office every day...alhamdulillah, these three days, I never miss it.

Breakfast

My mother cooks for our breakfast. Alhamdulillah, ada rahmat di sebalik kedatangan mek ke Miri. I bought the raw materials on the 1st day of Ramadhan, imported meat at Halal Hub Piasau, chicken at Ayamo and vegetables at Piasau. I followed what productivemuslim.com advised, bought raw materials earlier and store it in your fridge. So, you no need to rush and more focus on ibadah.

Suhoor

Just a simple one, leftover food from breakfast, sometimes bread and menu that I love for Suhoor are dates and nesvita (cereal + milk)

Office Work

Alhamdulillah, more works I abled to complete in these three days. Usually, I lost my objectives, I didn't know what to do to complete my tasks. However, I'm so amazed, in this month (Ramadhan), I definitely knew my objectives, I knew what I want to achieve, thus more works have been completed. I also abled to control my temper, emotion & laziness if I encounter problem at work.

Social & networking

Tried to smile more and make new friends.

My heart touched when

Buletin utama shows just now how difficult Muslim in Somalia facing their life now. Mereka kebuluran....In my heart, kenapa begitu? Sedangkan ramai je orang kaya kat dunia ni.....Ya susah nk sampaikan bantuan walaupun duit ada. Jika senang, tentulah saya pon blh menyumbang untuk beberapa orang Somalia.

TV Shows

Byk yang menarik, I love Salam Ramadhan dari China from Astro Oasis. I also love Jejak Rasul (Legasi Muhd s.a.w di Eropah Timur) by TV3. However, I unable to watch Jejak Rasul as it is too near with our iftar time. Jejak Rasul shows is at 6.30 p.m - 7.00 p.m, whereas our iftar time is 6.43 p.m. Dah la baru2 ni baca buku gambaran hidup tabien, byk cerita pasal bagaimana para tabien menakluk Eropah timur dalam buku tu. Salah seorangnya adalah Abdul Rahman Al-Ghafiqi.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Assalamualaikum....

Esok hari pertama puasa, I'm quite nervous....Am I able to go through this month successfully? Am I able to achieve my long lists target?

Among my target:-

  1. Hafaz Juz Amma
  2. Complete reading Quran from Juz 13 - Juz 30
  3. Wake up for Suhoor everyday
  4. Pray taraweeh every night
  5. Infaq a lots (Must give gift/souvenir/treat once per week)
  6. Promote Islam to people around me at least once per week
  7. Write note on Raheeq Maktum & Muntalaq in power pt form
Ya Allah, gives me strength....

Monday, July 18, 2011

Am I deserve it?

Salam,

Otw to onshore terminal today, I asking myself, am I deserve to be in this company? Am I add value? Today, I refused to go to Labuan tomorrow due to other personal commitment. I'm asking myself, am I rightful to refuse that?

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Program Sempena Ramadhan

Salam semua,

Di kesempatan ini saya ingin menjemput kawan2 (Muslimah shj) ke program di atas pada hari Sabtu ini, bertempat di rumah sahabat kami di Piasau.


Dear Sisters


PRESENTING



ahlan

A Sharing...


Do you know WHY we fast?

(yes, we know it is a direction from Allah, but do you really know WHERE it says so?)

Do you know WHAT is so special about RAMADHAN?

(it is really special, trust AllahJ)

Do you know HOW you can optimize this Ramadhan?

(so to not only be a better Muslim in your ibadah, but also the whole aspect of your life, WELL-ROUNDED)

JOIN US

Sis Azreena (Ena SSB) Place

(refer map attached...Those interested email me je qatrunnada_84@yahoo.com sbb tk dpt nk attach map kat sini)

16th July (14 days to Ramadhan)

1000-1230

Lunch ProvidedJJJ



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Thursday, July 7, 2011

Lists for Muhasabah

Assalamualaikum...

These lists are good list for me to reflect (muhasabah) myself. I got it from someone blog.

  1. How you spend every minute of your life – more on entertainment or other productive stuff ? My answer : I don't like to waste my time on entertainment that not benefit me at all. I try to uphold ayat in Surah Al-Mukminun (1-3)
  2. How you spend ( or save ) RM 1. My answer :  I'm not a particular person who tracked on every single RM 1 that I have. This attitude sometimes not good as there are many needy in this world and how come I'm not appreciate my money and spend it wisely.
  3. How much you eat during every meal. My answer : RM 3 and above, I'm quite lavish on food I think...huhu....sedihnya sebab selalu membazir, byk makanan selalu tk habis sedangkan ramai kat negara lain tk cukup makanan. Mcm mana saya nk improve this attitude?
  4. Do you care of extra 10cent you have to pay for the good you bought ? My answer : No, I'm not a particular person.
  5. At what time do you wake up every morning ? My answer : Before Subuh and sometimes after Subuh. I need to improve to always wake up before Subuh for Solat Sunat Fajar.
  6. Your perception towards other people in general – positive or negative ? My answer : Depend to situation/my mood/types of people . However, I always try to remember this quote "Manusia di sisi Allah adalah sama dan orang yang paling baik/cemerlang di sisi Allah adalah orang yang paling bertakwa regardless of level of education, harta, pangkat and etc. 

Wslm.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Assalamualaikum...

Yesterday evening, I was attended a meaningful gathering at one of akhwat’s house. That gathering is meant to gather a few new members for new usrah’s group. Syukran, Ya Allah atas segala rahmat dan nikmat-Mu, that short gathering was so meaningful and the tazkirah given were really touch my heart. That tazkirah was like a vitamin or supplement which cleans my heart and motivate me to appreciate my life.
Apa ek isi tazkirah..I couldn’t recall it all, but what I can remember is it was delivered with full of heart by the person who delivered it.
Yang saya dpt ingat ialah….kita jgn merasa bangga bila kita buat perkara2 baik, jangan terdetik di hati kita…”Owh, aku dah join usrah, owh aku dh buat tu,owh  aku dh buat ni”. Ini kerana kita tidak tahu apa kesudahan kita, keep doa supaya Allah sustain us menjadi insan yang baik, insan yang thabat di jalan dakwah dan tarbiyyah.
One of my friend, Didi, she shared with others that she really interested with one of tazkirah points which says “We should be proud that we are Muslim and we should show to other the beauty of Islam, not us to follow or to influence with other people’s religion/culture. Didi said sometimes when we are with our friends/officemates who is not yet fully understood Islam, we try to jeopardize our value and belief in order to suit with them. Huhu….that very poor things, but that true situation to myself too. I would like to add some more here, one of Ustaz in one of daurah that I attended said, “Anak-anak product keluaran kita adalah untuk mempengaruhi bukan untuk dipengaruhi”. In another words, untuk mempengaruhi orang lain untuk menjadi Muslim yang baik, bukan untuk dipengaruhi oleh anasir-anasir jahiliah yang merosakkan hidup manusia di dunia dan akhirat.

 Mulianya hidupku kerana Islam.
Assalamualaikum...
Today, I went to park with Mek and my housemates. Alhamdulillah, it was a nice picnic. I tried to do some exercises as my mutabaah amal (kpi) enquires me to exercise 15 minutes/week. I didn't achieve it this week, only 10 minutes. I was quite exhausted thus I just stopped at 10 minutes. My method of exercise this week was walking, jogging, climbing up and down the staircases. Hehe:)

Btw, I was quite happy because I abled to bring Mek there. It was a good exercise for her too. Today, she exercised by climbing up and down the staircases. By bringing her to the park, she also can inhale in the fresh air and do eyes exercise too by viewing green sceneries around the park. I hope I cherish every moments of her life...my cute Mek:)

Come on Mek..u can do it:)

With my housemate...Liz

Mek,myself and Leen (housemate)

Thank you also to my housemate, for suggesting we have to go to picnic together. Alhamdulillah, I abled to do it.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Lawatan yang bermakna

Assalamualaikum...

Penguin will make me remind Dewi IPG
Lamanya tk menulis, teruja sekali untuk menulis. Lawatan yang bermakna, petang tadi saya dikunjungi oleh Ummu Anas. Saya rasa kedatangannya sungguh bermakna skali. I respect her dalam setiap kesabaran dan semangat beliau sebagai seorang daie dan pejuang dakwah. Dia datang kerana ingin mengajak saya menemani dia ke suatu tempat, namun kerana saya terlambat, akhirnya dia pergi dengan baby Anas jer. Tapi otw balik, dia singgah di rumah saya dan kami pergi beli goreng pisang bersama-sama. Walaupun 10 minit je berjumpa, namun ianya cukup menenangkan hati. Mungkin inilah yang dikatakan ukhuwwah.

Alhamdulillah, syukur atas segala nikmat

Assalamualaikum w.b.r.t,

Saya rasa bersyukur atas segala nikmat yang Allah kurniakan. Terlalu banyak nikmat yang Allah kurniakan tanpa kita sedari.

My beloved Mek after walkabout at Taman Bulatan Miri
Kedatangan bonda tercinta ke Miri juga merupakan nikmat daripada Allah. Kedatangan Mek menjadikan hidup saya lebih teratur, lebih bersemangat dan lebih matang. Allah tidak akan membebani hamba-Nya dengan tanggungjawab yang tidak sesuai dengan kesanggupan hamba-Nya. Setiap perkara yang berlaku ada rahmat di sebaliknya, yang penting kita berfikiran positif.

Mek, sejak datang ke Miri, hidupnya lebih ceria dan bersemangat, mungkin terkena aura anaknya (saya) yang sentiasa berfikiran positif. Saya rasa terharu bila balik bekerja dan melihat halaman rumah bersih, kasut dan selipar semuanya tersusun rapi, baju2 yang dibasuh sudah siap dilipat,food untuk dinner sudah siap dimasak. Saya juga rasa gembira kerana I able to contribute something to people and that people is the most beloved and the most important person in my life.

Ada ayat Quran yang kalau tk silap berbunyi "Berbuat baiklah kamu terhadap kaum kerabat terdekat".

Sementara itu, Rasulullah pernah bersabda terhadap seorang sahabat yang lebih kurang berbunyi "Jika kau menjadi asbab seseorang manusia berubah, maka perkara itu adalah lebih baik daripada beribadat seribu tahun". 

Saya berdoa agar cousin saya akan terbuka hati untuk datang ke Miri, untuk tinggal bersama-sama saya dan Mek. Saya ada sedikit planning untuk dia jika dia hendak datang tinggal di Miri, iaitu hantar dia ke kelas jahitan atau suruh dia buat business online.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Panyee FC makes me proud

Salam...

Another quick updates = Panyee FC. Thank you for those who had an idea to share this video during one of staff engagement session at office early this week. Why I proud? It is because the team comes from Southern Thailand. I saw an old lady wearing big headscarf in the video, my heart said they must be Muslim. From what I know, Southern Thailand has strong root of Islamic belief especially in Pattani. Tonite, I 'google' it and confirmed Panyee Koh is a Muslim village.

So, watch the video by yourselves.

(Note : I pray that the Muslim people of Southern Thailand will be a good Muslims)

Gawai Cookies Packaging

Myself, Ira & Arif
Salam...

Just a quick update. Last Monday, I joined PETRONITA for Gawai Cookies Packaging. I quite 50-50 to join initially as I have a lots to do in office, but I'm one of the commitee...so must contribute.After joined it for a while, it was quite exciting as a few sisters brought their children too. So, one little girl and one little boy had cheered up the session.




Arif who is friendly to camera

Kiut Ira

Sisters of PETRONITA gathered after completed packaging work. My dear colleagues (Mindy & Jiha) masuk gmbr juga:)

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Al-Maghdhu dan Ad-Dholiyn

Salam....

Mlm ni saya berkesempatan utk tgk balik maksud al-maghdhu dan ad-dholiyn, iaitu 2 perkataan di akhir surah Al-Fatihah. 2 perkataan ini saya selalu confuse maksudnya yang sebenarnya. Untuk mengelakkan saya confuse lagi, saya tulis dua perkataan ini di atas kertas yang ditampal di dinding bilik saya.


Tulisan tanganku di kertas yang ditampal di dinding bilik

Al-Maghdhu = Orang2 yang Engkau murkai
Ad-Dholiyn = Orang2 yang sesat.

Ya Allah, jauhkanlah aku dari menjadi Al-Maghdhu dan Ad-Dholiyn. Sebaliknya jadikanlah aku 'Al-Ladzi Na Amanu = Orang2 Yang Beriman".

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Sumbangsih Irama


Alhamdulillah, jumpa juga nasyid ini. Kenangan semasa di SMACH, yg selalu dialunkan oleh penasyid-penasyid sekolah. Rupanya nasyid ini berasal dari SMAP Labu.

Apa petanda bila kita demam

Assalamualaikum...

Bila kita demam, tandanya Allah ingin menghapuskan dosa-dosa kecil kita.
Apabila kita demam, tandanya Allah nk suruh kita rehat and recharge back our energy
Apabila kita demam, tandanya Allah nk suruh kita mensyukuri saat kita sihat dan aktif
Apabila kita demam, tandanya Allah nk suruh insan2 disekeliling kita caring dengan kita :)

Thank to my housemate for masakkan kuetiau soup, tolong angkatkan baju di jemuran, tlg bg2 ubat-ubatan fever+flu.
Thank to Mek for calling me and gave me advice on how to get well soon
Thank to Sis Feni, Sis Aishah and Kak Siti kerana bertanya khabar dan doa



Ya Allah, jadikanlah daku wanita solehah,
jadikan daku qurratu 'aini buat mek, ma, ayah dan keluargaku,
jadikan daku teman yang memahami, teman yang setia
dan teman yang menguatkan sahabat2 ku.
Ya Allah, khusyukkan solatku, bersihkan hatiku, kuatkan diriku dalam mengerjakan amal ma'ruf nahi mungkar, dan kurniakanlah kelembutan hati kepadaku
 

Monday, May 9, 2011

Adakah aku berada di planet yang salah

Salam....

Lately, busy sket. Tk sempat nk mengarang apa2 catatan diblog ini. Tapi sempat juga browse through blog orang, tk sangka ramai di luar sana ada posting yang menarik. Jadi walaupun diri sendiri tk sempat nk menghasilkan karya, tp nk share jugak kat sini catatan orang lain.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

My reading materials

Assalamualaikum....

Just to share on what I have for me to read. A lots...it be like that because all those materials actually I suppose to read them during my secondary and university times, but I missed that moments. During my teenager age, I read useless magazines and spending my times with not so beneficial activities.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Leisure Writing


My interest on flower photo

Assalamualaikum....

Tonite, I would like to do leisure writing which I have not do for long time. After I knew the meaning of life about two years ago, my every day life is meaningful day for me.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Orang-orang yang benar

Assalamualaikum....

Semalam semasa dalam pejalanan balik dari offshore, aku memikirkan sesuatu.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Sumber Kekuatan

Assalamualaikum...

Hari ini saya tersentuh bila melihat presentation someone. Beliau begitu berani menggarap aspek2 Islamic dalam presentation slides beliau walaupun audience terdiri daripada pelbagai believes. This evening, I met him again in another meeting, katanya sumber kekuatan adalah terletak pada amalan membaca Al-Quran dan zikir mathurat pada setiap hari. Ya, saya mempercayainya dan saya tekad ingin istiqamah membaca zikir mathurat setiap hari kerana selama ini saya kurang istiqamah dalam amalan ini. Saya juga ingin istiqamah solat pada awal waktu dan mengajak orang sekeliling saya untuk solat Subuh awal waktu juga. Let's challenge yourself.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Revolusi Eygpt

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah, perjuangan rakyat Egypt utk menumbangkan orang yg tidak sepatutnya memimpin sudah berjaya. Terharu melihat perjuangan rijal-rijal di Egypt yang dipaparkan di dada-dada akhbar. Bagi orang yang mengenal erti hidupnya, "Harta yang banyak, rumah yang besar, hidup yang serba mewah tidak menjamin kebahagian, kebahagian yang sebenar adalah perjuangan menegakkan hukum-hukum Islam di muka bumi Allah ini. Mungkin kerana itulah Mus'ab bin Umair, Sayyid Qutb, Umar Tilmisani dan lain2 sanggup mengorbankan segalanya demi Islam. Wahai pemuda, bangunlah dari lekamu. Sesungguhnya, ramai rijal dan nisa yang tenggelam dalam mengejar kemewahan dunia yang kita rasa tidak pernah puas dan kita rasa tidak pernah cukup.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Mengambil Pelajaran Dari Kesabaran Nabi Ayub

Assalamualaikum....

Buat teman2 di luar sana....

Mlm ini saya ingin berkongsi satu tazkirah iaitu kisah kesabaran Nabi Ayub. Nabi Ayub merupakan seorang Nabi yang kaya raya dan hidup harmoni bersama keluarga beliau. Sesuai dengan kedudukannya sebagai seorang Nabi, beliau tidak alpa dengan kesenangan yang beliau perolehi. Hidupnya sentiasa dipenuhi zikir dan ibadah kepada Allah. Syaitan berasa iri hati dan dengki kepada Nabi Ayub, lalu ingin menyesatkan Nabi Ayub. Syaitan meminta izin kepada Allah untuk menguji Nabi Ayub dengan mendatangkan musibah kepada harta benda dan keluarga Nabi Ayub. Tentera Iblis telah memusnahkan harta Nabi Ayub dan Nabi Ayub juga telah diuji dengan semua anak-anaknya meninggal dunia. Namun iman Nabi Ayub tetap teguh. 

Lalu syaitan meminta izin lagi untuk menyakitkan badan Nabi Ayub. Allah berkata kepada syaitan, "Kamu hanya mampu menyakitkan badannya tapi tidak hatinya (syaitan tidak akan mampu mengubah keteguhan iman Nabi Ayub terhadap Allah). Mmg benar kata-kata Allah, Nabi Ayub tetap teguh imannya walaupun diuji penyakit kulit sehingga beliau dipulaukan oleh masyarakatnya kerana takut berjangkit. Hanya isterinya seorang yang setia menjaga beliau. Beliau tidak pernah meminta supaya Allah menyembuhkan penyakitnya kerana beliau malu terhadap Allah yang selama ini memberinya banyak nikmat dan kesenangan, iaitu kesenangan selama 70 tahun dan bagi beliau apalah kiranya menderita penyakit kulit selama 7 tahun jika hendak dibandingkan dengan kesenangan tersebut.

Akhirnya Allah telah menyembuhkan penyakitnya dengan mengeluarkan air dari hentakan kaki beliau. Beliau mandi dan minum dari air tersebut. Allah juga telah mengembalikan keluarga, harta dan sejumlah nikmat dan kebaikan kepada beliau selepas itu.

Saudaraku.....

Bayangkan betapa sabarnya Nabi Ayub, walaupun diuji dengan sebegitu getir, hatinya tetap mengingati Allah. Kita hari ini bagaimana?? Saya bercakap mengenai diri sendiri yang kadang2 kurang mengingati Allah pabila tiba saat diuji. Sering berfikir mengapa begitu. mengapa begini. Astagfirullah, ya Allah ampunilah kelalaian daku dari mensyukuri nikmatmu dan kelalaian dari menyerahkan kebergantunganku kepada-Mu. Ya Allah tingkatkanlah imanku dan ringankanlah badanku untuk mengerjakan ibadah terhadap-Mu. Moga aku adalah hamba-Mu yang mendapat petunjuk jalan yang lurus, iaitu jalan orang-orang terdahulu yang telah Engkau kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka. 

Wassalam

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Thanks a lot

Assalamualaikum....


Thanks a lot to my dear friend Jid and Ila for cherishing my weekend.

Friday, January 14, 2011

Kenangan

Di saat kesepian, tiba-tiba aku rindu pada arwah ayah. Teringat jasa dan bakti ayah. Kasih sayangnya yang tidak diungkapkan dengan kata-kata, namun diterjemahkan dalam bentuk usaha keras ayah membanting tulang untuk menyara hidup kami sekeluarga.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Perseverance: The Road to Success

Assalamualaikum....

Dear Readers,

Let's me share with you on the importance of preservance (istiqamah/never give up) that I took from http://www.productivemuslim.com/.

And (remember) when Musa (Moses) said to his boy-servant: “I will not give up (traveling) until I reach the junction of the two seas or (until) I spend years and years in traveling."

(Holy Quran, Al-Kahf, Chapter 18, Verse 60) 

Friday, January 7, 2011

Ayah pergi buat selamanya.

Assalamualaikum…..

2 jan, jam 12.17 mlm merupakan saat yang paling menggemparkan hatiku. Pak cik ku yang merupakan ayah yang menjaga dan mendidikku sejak kecil telah pergi untuk selamanya. Aku bergegas pulang ke Pasir Mas dari Miri pada pagi itu juga dengan menaiki flight MAS 6.20 pagi. Setelah berita itu kuketahui, aku tidak dapat tidur sehingga ke pagi. Pada mulanya aku menangis, namun selepas itu aku cuba menenangkan diri dengan membaca zikir dari buku tahlil. Kenangan2 bersama ayah terus berputar2 di fikiranku. Kerana hari masih lagi pagi dan agak tergesa2, aku memilih untuk drive ke airport pada pagi itu kerana kebetulan housemateku ke offshore pada pagi itu. Sempat singgah di office untuk menghantar beberapa documents yang akan due tidak lama lagi.